See, I started out this entry by stating:
Things have been busy. Papers with school, work with work, building out new office, etc. It’s been pretty rough.
Crazy as it may be, I’ve already said that in like the past 5 entries here. Rather than continually state the obvious I will have you look beyond the pretty gray box and read further into my life.
I got a new cell phone from TMobile. Thought I’d try it out and see if I get reception. I do in most areas. It’s not as good as Nextel in the city but it’s much better up at home (in terms of reception). Well, to say it’s better is to say it works in Dave’s house. It cuts in and out of reception for the last 10 minutes of the drive home from work until I hit the road we live on.
Even though it’s technically been a while since this was said/done with, I figure I might as well let everyone that reads my blog and knows who Emely is that we aren’t trying for a relationship anymore. It’s sad that things change; sad I had to move away just as things started. Too bad you can’t just pack up all of your friends in your backpack and take them with you wherever you go. Seldin seems off in his own world too (BAD SELDIN, BAD!) but at least Tim still loves me.
There are a few new pictures in my gallery. They include:
Fusion Bay’s office
My birthday at home
A party at my house
and Kyle’s wedding
Enjoy. Hopefully I’ll have finished pictures of the office soon!
Aww. That’s it, I’m moving back!
You better not move back. I’ll beat you.
You can’t beat me, Heather. I run too fast!
No, unfortunately we’re not trying for a relationship anymore. It’s sad and it hurts. And no, there isn’t much optimism in this situation- other than what we experienced together and what may come of this whole situation. I love you, Jason and that’s not going to change..no matter what. =]
Yes, change is sad. It’s kind of weird – you go from having like…everything and everyone you could ever want… i.e. the “couple” (what a lovely foursome we were) to having nothing (In the sense of best friendships, relationships, et cetera). I’d whip Jay back into shape for you, but I wont be speaking with/seeing him for about….oh 2.5 years. Sorry this end of things sucks…I’d try to be optimistic, but things kind of suck here too! You took the normalcy out of my life god dammit! You shouldn’t have left. All of you people in Maryland better be enjoying my Lancaster because life effing sucks now :’(